whoa!!

Wanna talk about forever....

August was my last post....ow that was a loooonggg time ago. I've been through like two boyfriends since then. I'm with Stephen now =] He's such a sweetheart, really. I wish he was closer to my friends thought so like it wont be like two seperate worlds. oh well. He's the best one yet. We'll see where it goes.

As for the rest of my life:

I love my new classes. they are a million times easier than algebra 2...i really dont like math. Whatever though. Anyway, i picked up soccer again this year...i never stop loving it...and I also started basketball. I quit hebrew school but i still do youth group. So i'm like crazy busy. I miss going out with my friends all the time. I have so many people i wantto hang out with and a major lack of time to do it. At least this summer i'll be atealing some of my pals to go away with me...we can catch up there. Cause right now, i feel very not in with my friends...everyone's lives are moving on without me included because i'm so busy with other things. I hope i can change that swing of things.

Well, i'll write more soon!

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csfty is for cool jew kids

I haven't written in here for like a week. but the only important part is friday thru now pretty much. so i guess here goes:

Friday: Friday at school was spirit day like it is every friday. and i totally won without a doubt. i went all out, wearingmy school shirt and all my jewelry nd make-up matched it. but none of the people who award points to classes saw me =[ and the pep rally was not up to expectations. BUT anyway, friday night my grandpa and his gf came over for dinner along with cyd. he was just released from the hospital from having a kidney stone removed. they said that if it had stayed any longer he could have died. really scary. but hes fine now. oh and my mom was on her way to a funeral and got into a car accident. the whole dirvers side of hte car was smashed in. thank god she came out with not even one scratch. there was no glass breakage. and that was friday.

Saturday:We all went out for breakfast on saturday. then cyd and i were supposed to take out self defence/fitness class but andrea was in north carolina so we babysat the three girls next door because their mom had to go to the hospital cause she hurt herself while playing tennis. it turned out to be a sprain. poor thing. anyway, i went home after that and showerd and did my nasty homework and then went to jordan kuhn's house, whos the presidant of csfty. it was the board retreat sleepover. his house is HUGE! and really pretty. so anyway, we held the official meeting, ate pizza, played some games, went swimming, watched a movie, then stayed up talking and taking pictures until 4 am.cyd and rae had fun with my butt, in pinching and slapping it. the three of us ar eamazing spooners. it was pointless for me to bring  a sleeping bag cause i ended up sleeping on a couch.lol.

Sunday:Well, i got not too much sleep but ate with the rest of the csfty crew at 9. then we left jordans house and i went home. i was gonna go out with everybody to dunkin doughnuts but mom wouldnt let me. so i took a nap. and then troy's mom said shee'd take us to a movie so we saw accepted. and thats it. bye

i love high school

(1) I love highschool. kaythanks

(2)my weekend:

Friday night i had jake come over. we schooled my bro and his friend in basketball. the score was 42-7. total ownage. and then we went swimming and tv after that. then he hadda go home. still had fun.

Saturday morning i took a self defence/fitness classs wtih cyd. she and i nearly passed out. geeze. we're fine tho. and then we went to cvs with charles mike mike and ashley. and then to pizza stop. and then we played tennis. then me and cyd went back to her house anmd we wathced mean girls. thennnnn i came home and troy wasnt allowed to join me but matt beir did. yes i'm sitll friends with him. anyway, the eisenburgs came over for pizza and dessert and we watched my bat mitzvah video.good memories. i looked sooo little.

and today i went to the beach in the morning. nova couldnt come but cydnie did. it was fun. we got tans. lol. and then we went to a barbeque at the lantz's. no further explanation needed. total blast man. and i only ate wayyyyy too much food but then burned all the calories away with pool basketball. rofl.

and now i'm here. later guys

there's one of me and a gazillion of everyone else.

well now.

i've been home a grand total of 3 days. I love my home. but i think i'm ready to return to north carolina. i like the weather there more. lol

So far i've unpacked and cleaned out my entire room and wardrobe. pure joy [note sarcasm]

I've seen cydnie and charles. dunkin doughnuts is yummy.

I've seen troy AND i literally just got back togetehr with him. like a few minutes ago.

i have a gazillion appointments. dentist, ortho, freshman invasiopn..stuff up the kazoo. kristinas sleeping over tomorrow after the dentist so that she can come with me in the morning.

friday is invasion and ortho. and at night, jake cause he's been on my ass about seeing eachother since st.pattys day. no joke. thats wen i last saw him.

saturday i wanna chill with nova. i miss her and i need to see her before school starts. as far as reuniting with the fest of my crew, maybe movies saturday night =D

love yoo alll

girl got played

time for some filling in:

the rest of my stay was more or less uneventful.

i went to the rec center a bunch of times. And this one time i played two wicked games of basketball and i went to play a 3rd game with an odd number of people. this one kid starts laughing cause i had to sit out. so i chucked a basketball at him! that was funny...

and i have some updated boy news since the only two people to read this is alyssa and sometimes bryanna.

Matt ACTUALLY asked me back out. not joke. he basically played me. big

he tells me that i'm the best thing to eber happened to him, that he couldnt ask for more, and that he loves me. THEN he goes and 'falls in love' with his best friend chelsee, and askes me if we can just be friends. That's when i find out that she is being told that she is the best thing to ever happen to him and that he loves her and that he couldnt be happier. Her parents basically hated him so they broke up. And then yesterday he randomly says 'i wanna apologize for fucking up' and playing dumb i say '?what are yoo talking about?' and he says 'i fucked up by breaking up with yoo and i'm a little bit afraid to ask you back out' and i'm like in my head: wtf? and then hes like 'fuck it. briana will you go back out with me?' and i'm like "hells no!"

okay not really, but i told him that he left me for someone else and i was okay with it, btu then realizing that yoo fucked up and are now trying to get me back just cause i'm here is a big no-no. i feel hurt and played. i have no reason to date yoo again. sorry but its a no for good.

i felt sooo mean giving him the cold shoulder but i just lost some respect for him and i dont like him like that any longer becuase of the respect that hes lost. in more that one way.

i love my life =D

later kids

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Brianaaaa